Words like violence Painful to me All I ever wanted -"Enjoy the Silence," Depeche Mode as covered by Tori Amos 1. Miss Miami's real name is Brenda. I woke up this morning. I'm pretty sure that that's a good start. I took a long walk to the post office because I had to send off some head-shots. I watched the birds fly in the beautiful blue sky. I listened to "Strange Little Girls." I walked hard as if to sweat Her out of me. As if my pounding the pavement I would beat her out of my heart. ...Like I said, I'm pretty sure that waking this morning was a good start... I'm not really sure about anything else. Anyway I have an audition on Friday in the city. It will be interesting being there knowing that I'm so close but so infinitely far from Her. And I'm pissed off at myself for even thinking that way... what I should be concentrating on is the audition not Her. What I should want most is 2 minutes of my most convincing time for the auditors. I'm going to try and bury myself in my monologue... twist myself up in the text and be some one else for a wee bit. So this is what I began on my walk today. It's not finished and I'm not sure if I ever will... but new beginnings are good I suppose. went slipping on thin ice today Nothing gold can stay. . How Rude! - Wednesday, Sept. 22, 2004 - 12:16 PM One small step but no giant leap. - Tuesday, Sept. 30, 2003 - 11:17 AM Where's George? - Thursday, Sept. 25, 2003 - 12:48 PM |
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