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At my heart. I�m really just a copy-cat. 1. I do not wear panties. 2. I thank Jenny for this. 3. I thank Jenny for a lot of things. 4. I thank God/dess for Jenny. 5. I think of God/dess as an hermaphroditic figure. 6. Not body wise� but style wise. 7. I once heard that Jamie Lee Curtis was born an hermaphrodite. 8. I am very happy without a penis. 9. And while I envy men the ability to write their names in snow with ease 10. I think it must be very funny to walk with one. 11. I walk a bit like a duck. 12. I say �Excuse Me� to the inanimate things that I bump into. Even though they lunge at me. 13. When I was two I wanted to be a ballerina. 14. I thought that the male dancers were beautiful. and the girl dancers too. 15. At age 6 I played Mrs. Appleseed to the BoyWithTheLisp�s Johnny Appleseed. At age 7 I saw �Carmen.� 16. I was already hooked. 17. My father loved to fish. I miss my father sometimes. 18. To this day, I�ve never been good at fishing. 19. I am an excellent crabber. 20. In the 7th grade I got trapped under a crab soccer ball. 21. I weighed 75 pounds. 22. That was not the first time I was humiliated in gym class. 23. It actually never struck me as humiliation. 24. I rather liked gym class. 25. I have been hit in the head with every ball from every sport that I�ve every played. 26. I think that explains a lot. 27. I haven�t been hit in the head with anything in a long time. 28. I think it�s the hair that�s protecting me. 29. I have noticed that my happiness and my awareness of myself as a sexual being have grown exponentially in tandem with the length of my hair. 30. I always assumed that I liked boys. 31. Boys always assumed that I was supposed to like them. 32. It is the girls though that made me wonder if we tasted as good as we looked. 33. Verona. did. and I often wonder if she felt the same about me. 34. I did not mean to fall in love with Verona. 35. I am glad that I did. 36. I�m glad that I�m falling out of love with her. 37. I do not have very many regrets. 38. I regret not being able to finish at Tisch. 39. I do not regret not wasting my time or my money at another school doing something completely different. 40. I am not worried that I am not a successful actress right now. 41. I am working on trying to be a successful me right now. 42. I do not think that success has anything to do with money or accolades. 43. I do not like to receive awards. 44. I do like to watch awards shows and talk about what everyone is wearing. 45. I like to think that Joan Rivers would have nothing but compliments to say to me. 46. I do not take compliments well. 47. I do not believe in compliments for the sake of protecting someone�s feelings. 48. I am often tactless. 49. I often do not care. 50. I have no tolerance for pity. 51. I would prefer that you dislike me than pity me. 52. I haven�t the patience to deal with my sister. 53. I love her. 54. I am not quite sure if I like her. 55. I am quite sure that she�s not sure if she likes me. 56. I do not believe that we have to be friends because we are family. 57. I am sure that I would die for her. 58. There aren�t many things that I would die for. 59. I would leave someone if they made me choose between them and the theatre. 60. I have been single for the vast majority of my life. 61. I do not mind. 62. Sometimes I do. 63. Love isn�t all you need. 64. I need respect. and space. 65. I loved a boy once who wanted to be an astronaut. 66. I thought I could see Heaven in his eyes. 67. I like girls with glasses. 68. I wear glasses. 69. I feel like they protect me from the world sometimes. 70. Sometimes I think they protect the world from me. 71. I�ve never thought that I was invincible. 72. I went through a large part of my life feeling quite invisible. 73. I was not afraid. 74. I am afraid of disappointing my family. 75. I am afraid that I will have to get over that. 76. Actually, I�m not. 77. I have made the decision to remain closeted to my family until I move to NYC. 78. I am hoping to move by the end of the year. 79. I <3 NY. 80. I am a terrible e-flirt. 81. I don�t think that anyone minds. 82. I think that virginity is relative. 83. I think that the word pleasure is sexy. 84. I think that people who wield words with authority and reverence are sexy. 85. I have many Diaryland crushes. 86. I have recently re-discovered the joy of crushing. 87. I like the pressure. 88. I am an extremist. 89. I am extremely careful to avoid letting too many people know how extreme. 90. I can be guarded. 91. I do not like to cry in public. 92. I do not like to cause emotional scenes. 93. I think that scenes are for the stage 94. My family thinks that I am a prude. 95. I own more vibrators than I can use at once. I know this from trying. 96. I like to share when it is my prerogative. Not when I am asked to share. 97. I am learning to make my own happiness/self esteem my foremost prerogative despite the fact that my family thinks that I am selfish. 98. I am selfish. It is my life. 99. If I love you do not think that it�s because you�re perfect. 100. I must sing/act/write before I must smile. 101. I never say all of what I want to say. . How Rude! - Wednesday, Sept. 22, 2004 - 12:16 PM One small step but no giant leap. - Tuesday, Sept. 30, 2003 - 11:17 AM Where's George? - Thursday, Sept. 25, 2003 - 12:48 PM |
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