Just Because

Monday, Jul. 08, 2002 ~ 9:50 PM

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I will never be a musician.

But that does not stop me from writing the lyrics to a song that I will never know how to properly score. And that doesn�t stop me from scoring a melody that will never have proper lyrics.

I got Nina, �Just Because.�
Just because I thought that we would both be prettier together. And I flatter myself. She would have been gorgeous without me� as so many of the females that have passed through my hands� it is I who am that much prettier because of her.

I am writing around Verona. I haven�t been able to think well enough to articulate why I spent a great deal of this past weekend on the verge of tears. And why that was a good thing. And why I am happy that Jenny and Jon kept the couch. I am writing around her like the melody with no lyrics� just.because. and it�s all there, I swear� I just can�t get it out so that it means anything more than fretting.

Yet when I hold Nina and pluck out the tune we both know that it is more than my fingers getting stronger.

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